Where is my time?
Who will give me back my time?
Do I not deserve a refund on all the time I spent?
When I finally stepped out of the lie and into the light, when do I get my time back? For every second of the lie I live, is a dollar donated to charity? For every minute I spend hating myself I a newborn child saved from premature death? For every week spent in hate and anger is one criminal put in jail? Every year of pain, does that pain turn around to become a good for the community?

No.
Every second, minute, week, and year spend in hate... the only thing I will ever receive from that hate is a loss of time. It makes me wonder why I lived in pain in the first place.

I have suffered in the dark, and with the assistance of others and their strength - I have seen the light.


And it is beautiful.